I want to live here
I know i’m only 19 but i know that i’ve met that one person who i want to spend the rest of my life with. She’s kind, caring, beautiful, gentle, inspiring, gorgeous, amazing and just perfect. But this year is gunna be so much harder because we’re going to be further away and not be able to see each other as much as we did over summer and that breaks my heart everytime i think about it. I know she’ll have an amazing time at university even if she doesnt believe it yet. i love her and i want her to know that i will do everything in my power for us to work
If someone believed me they would be as in love with you as I am.
I feel lonely all the time when I’m not with you and I can’t snap out of it. People keep saying you should go out more but I really don’t want to, I don’t enjoy it anymore it bores, scares and drains me financially and physically. the truth is, the reason I don’t want to go out is because it keeps me awake for longer and being awake for longer only reminds that I’m so far away from you and its so long till I can see you. I’m fed up with Uni already. I’m ready to come home, I’m ready to have you all to myself I should be allowed to be selfish for once and it just to be me and you. The simple fact of the matter is I MISS YOU